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You’re so hurt and damaged by all the lies you fill your head with. No wonder you’re broken and continuously second guess yourself. You don’t even know what the truth is anymore.
I feel so broken inside. My heart aches and my hope is slowly fading away. I don’t hide it anymore, because I can’t. The betrayal is too much. You can see it when you look into my eyes and the expression upon my face… it’s as if something inside of me has died. You… of all people… how could you? I can’t even fathom as to why the one person I trusted and believed the most… the one I looked up to… how my own father could do this to his own daughter. I needed you… I opened up and cried for help. I came to you. You told me you’d always be there… you could have made me better… you could have helped. But instead you pushed me away and completely shut me out. And that only ruined me so much more. You left me here to rot and the more I think about it, the more it hurts. And you know, when you have so much pent up pain… and hurt… it really does take a toll on you after a while. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. For you have abandoned me.
It’s hard to be put back together again… when the only thing that everyone ever did… was tear you apart. Because now, after years of mistreatment… most of the pieces don’t even fit anymore.
You will never understand it… until it happens to you. And when it does… don’t come crying to me… when all you did was tell me to suck it up and act like it was nothing, because I’ll just return the favor. Little did you know that my whole world was falling apart, but you didn’t care enough to try and make it better. Instead, you lied to me and disappeared. But one day you will realize that it is indeed… not easy at all and you will completely break down. And when you do… you’ll have no one… just like I did.
You keep absolutely everything that’s important to you bottled up… and despite how undeserving people treat you, you always take the blow for them. You carry the weight of the world and all of its tragedies alone, just so you can see them smile and so they can truly be happy… and you wonder why you’re falling apart.