Tag Archives: hardships

Help

 I’m not one to often ask for help, let alone talk about my problems to the entire world. Sure, I write quotes, thoughts and stories, but I keep 90% of what goes on bottled up. So, no, I’m not asking for your sympathy or crying out for your attention… I’m simply asking you for help in one of the most difficult times of my life. The one time I will only ever do this, because let’s face it, most of you don’t even care and never will. Which is fine, to each their own. I know we all have our struggles and we’re all dealing with something, some far worse than others. But regardless, I’ve hit a breaking point and for once in my life I’m reaching out to others for help. So please, take the time to read this, share it with friends and family, and if at all possible… donate. And to those who do, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I will never fully be able to express my gratitude and appreciation, let alone how much it truly means to me. http://www.gofundme.com/j11pso


Self Love

 

No matter what happens… I still love myself for who I am, despite the hardships and troubles and all that I am put through, I look at it as a learning experience, as much as it may hurt, it only makes me appreciate myself even more for being able to go through that and still not give up… even when it seemed as if all hope was lost. I will continue to love life and I will continue to grow in the best way that I can. All through the years I’ve been the one who’s kept myself up, I built walls around my well being to protect myself from what I could not, and no matter the mistakes or heart ache, and no matter how many times I collapsed and felt as if I could not breathe… I picked myself up each and every time and held myself in my own arms. Despite the hurt, pain, frustration, anger, and how many times I had lost myself, I always managed to find the light at the end of the tunnel. I truly made myself a stronger person with everything I was put through. I’ve been the only one who was there, even when a part of me watched myself crumble… I gazed at myself from afar at every time I refused to listen and as my world slowly started to fall apart, as much as it killed me inside, there was nothing I could do but be there for myself as I fell… and even the times where I let myself hit the ground, I did for good reason; to make me see and realize that not everything or everyone is what it seems or what it is made out to be. I did everything right and I regret nothing, for I wouldn’t be where and who I am today. Self love really does get you far, for you can not be loved by another until you learn to love yourself. I am truly my own best friend and I love everything about myself… including the imperfections.